Someday I Might Delete This

Hello World.
Over the pass year or so, since I've jump into the whole beauty bandwagon, I realised I've been spending an increasing amount of time is blogs, vlogs, youtube beauty guru and stuff. Sadly, personally I'm still leaning to a more american and british content. Basically because of their abundance and quality (they did start this whole thing earlier). Yet at the same time I've had this feeling that these things are not exactly my things. I mean they talk about products that I can't seem to get my hands on or experiences that does not make sense to me. Moreover I'm just a different person, my asian eyes with all its problems and flaws is so uniquely me.
On top of that with thinking about what I want to be remembered as in my yearbook I realised I am no way normal. I love beauty, I wear makeup, but I an engineering student, I ride a motorbike[:
I'm different.
Today I read jemma's post from http://jemmawei.com/2015/04/06/1924-learning-to-love-yourself/ . The past few weeks I've been playing around the idea of producing youtube content O.0 which seems odd to me. What would I talk about? Who would hear me? What would it be for?
But after reading her post, I realised if I do this I do this for me, for the things that I find worth it. I choose what I spent my time on and I define how valuable the things I do are and finally judgers will judge.
So why is this post titled <Someday I Might Delete This>? The simple answer is I'm being honest. At this point of time, I think this might be a worthwhile endeavor, but who is to say what I will think tomorrow, next week, next month or next year? So I'm being honest, I dunno what will come next but I'm not letting the thought of what is to come stop me from giving it a try ( Never let the fear of striking out stops you from playing the game. - Cinderella Story).